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Pub #2198:
Station pubs are a sub-genre I’m especially fond of but I don’t think the Phoenix qualifies. It is in the old Denmark Hill Station building but the building is adjacent to (and no longer part of ) Denmark Hill Station.
Still, it’s gorgeous and a good place to kill an hour of a Melancholy Monday afternoon.
Melancholy is one of those Old People’s words you never think you will utter yourself. The only people I ever heard it from were aristocratic southerners (US Southerners…Deep South) way back in the 60s to mid-70s; they used it to bemoan the way Jim Crow Laws were being overturned and/or women were getting all uppity and/or no one respects them for owning all the land and means of production anymore. They’re all dead, now (scumbags).
It is not a benign state to be in, but not nearly so bad as the deep, dark depression I’ve been climbing out of these last three months. And in a lot of ways that SHOULD make me feel uncomfortable, it is unwelcome change thrust upon me (and, that I am just about managing) that melancholia is exploiting.
I have friends at work, in London (in the buurt, in fact), and across a strip of real estate stretching from Bristol to Swindon to Oxford to Ely and Cambridge that I feel like I am putting behind me on this move. I’ve worked hard to know all those areas like the back of my hand. I’ve had a laugh or two.
I had things important to me end before and reckon there is more of the same in whatever time I have left (no one ever thought I’d live to 30 which happened more than a quarter century ago). And, this will pass. Melancholy is bittersweet, as was this superb IPA in the Phoenix … there, now I feel guilty for whining about it.
Happy Christmas, y’all. And, as for the New Year: I have ashes from which to rise.
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